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Tuesday, August 26th, 2008
8:59 pm
work sucked.
lots of kids were in crisis today.
i was at the book exchange today too.
which is always interesting.

best part of the day...
talking to jenna on the phone for an hour
because obviously we can go months without talking and then talk about everything under the sun for hours
and we both have no friends because all we do is work
haha

i dont even have anything to update about.

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Monday, August 25th, 2008
8:02 pm
who the fuck gets a cold in august?!
apparently i do.
and so does half of the staff at work.
it sucks. we all sniffle and sneeze all day long.

i'm constantly sleepy also
no matter how much sleep i get, i'm still tired.
ugh

school is back in session for the kids at work
and surprisingly, they all did REALLY well today accept one kid
and september is supposed to be our worst month because of the transition back to school
ick

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Sunday, August 10th, 2008
9:13 pm
i LOVE...

the olympics
baltimore city
six flags
my newly painted bedroom
wii yoga
not having class
sleeping past 8am
library books
my hair cut
verizon Fios tv

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12:59 pm
what a stressful week!
i'm glad its over!

monday & tuesday greg was at the house painting my room, finally!
tuesday night i wrote a sweet 11 page paper
then my computer crashed and I lost about 4 pages.
wednesday instead of having class, we had a study group.
then i had crisis training at 12:30 at work
wednesday night i studied and put all my furniture into place and slept in my room, on my bed!
thursday morning i too my research methods final and i think i did pretty well!
thursday was also moms last day of work at har sinai...otherwise known as hell by all employees (current and former)
friday! i got to sleep in! and i got my hair cut
then worked and went to recher to see halfway to the moon and oh the story
james' entire family was there, grandparents and all, and it was really great to talk to them and to catch up
mrs.hope cracks me up and jake gave me high fives all night
i stayed with chrystie at hwttm's table because my feet hurt from wearing heals all day
then we went to t-dines afterwards mmmm
yesterday morning jamie and i left for 6 flags around 10:45ish and made great time getting there
we hit all the roller coasters and the swings, then left because the water park had a line
having free season passes is pretty sweet, i think i'll buy them next year too
last night when we got home we made chili for dinner and watched edward scissorhands and csi
and TODAY jamie and i are going to the science center!
i'm pretty stoked, we're leaving in 25 minutes
and thennnn i'm getting sushi with jac because i havent seen her in a super long time which is just unacceptable.


okay. time for lunch then b-more citayyy


ps; i also paid off my credit card! wooo! but now i'm going to buy a new laptop with my savings, but hopefully i wont need to use the plastic anymore now that i'm home and saving $$$

pps; my car got hit last friday night at revel. i cried. i have a preeeetty sweet scratch on my front bumper, its about 2 feet wide and 2 feet long. ugh.

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Sunday, July 27th, 2008
10:26 pm
i just found out...
that i can graduate in 4 and 1/2 years instead of 5.
this is quite exciting!
this also means that i will have NO life mon-fri 8am-7pm due to school/work for the next year and a half

so i better live it up on the weekends haha

apparently i didnt fuck up my freshman year as much as i thought i did, go me!


i am also watching the wizard of oz and NOT writing my research paper thats due at 9:30am
but....i only have 2 more paragraphs to write, which can be done in the morning

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Saturday, July 26th, 2008
4:29 pm
i am officially all moved home.
awkward.

on a lighter note...
WE'RE PAINTING NEXT WEEKEND!
wooo finally

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Wednesday, July 23rd, 2008
7:57 am
this weekend ruled and i am totally okay with acting 16 again every once in a while.

friday night we all went to revel as per usual.
some unwanted people were there which jeff kindly took care of...
which then turned into an almost bar brawl
but said girl was dumb and drunk
then all of the valencia and hit the lights guys (and all of there underage friends) came over...at 1:30
last call was at 1:45 but at 2 everyone was still drinking
so will, big james, and i cleaned up around everyone bc kim was sick
and then kicked everyone out at 2:30
but at 3 everyone was still outside so jimmy made everyone leave

saturdayyyy was glorious
in the morning we packed up my apartment and then came home to go swimming
but at 6, lindsey, dani, and heather all met at my apartment for some sweet pregaming,
which was very much needed to deal with 1200 screaming 16 year olds.
we got to rams head just as there for tomorrow was ending and our buzz was setting in
so we got drinks and listened to valencia and hit the lights
then made sure we were drunk enough for all time low
the lady behind the bar sucked and even though i had a bar tab, wouldnt give me a damn drink until she saw my license
so i just kept going to the guy
so the boys played and we acted 16
dani and dave wanted to go into the middle of the pit...and so we did.
worst idea ever. x2
so the show ruled
we said by to shane and all the HTL guys and went to fletchers for a bit with michelle and josh
thennnn got home around 1:30

it was really great to see and hang out with everyone that i did
and i hope that it happens more often

stellar weekend

sunday was more swimming time
monday sucked
but yesterday mom got a new job!
so wooooo!
moving on saturday and crabs & beer saturday night!

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Wednesday, July 16th, 2008
7:11 am
i suck at updating.
all i do is going to school 9-1 then go to work till 7.
and then i come home.
maybe hang out with jamie and yayle if im still awake.

i move home in less than 2 weeks.
weird.

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Sunday, July 6th, 2008
11:39 am
this weekend has been absolutely ridiculous.

Friday...
jamie and i got qdoba for lunch and played mario kart for wii until i had to leave. i went to the apt to get ready then headed over to jeff & nicki's at 4 for our bbq. mrs.barb and mr.dave made us all a delicious dinner. we played beer pong and flipcup for a while and finally left at 9:30 for fletchers. we crammed 9 of us in mr.daves explorer and he drove us down to fells. from that point on it had been a complete shit show. we had 2 beer pong tables going. around 1:30 jeff announced that if you weren't out by 2, you'd get locked in till 4. considering mr.dave was our ride, we were stuck. so at 2 everyone when upstairs and evan announced free drinks till 4 as long as you tipped kimmie well. we couldnt get the sound board to work so we decided to play wiffle ball instead...inside of fletchers. the stage (on it) was home base. it was lots of fun. at 4 mr.dave came and picked us all up. afterwards i was wide awake so jordan and i hung out for a while at his place in charles village, then i went home around 6 and passed out.

Saturday...
I slept til 12 and was pretty hung over when i woke up. my head was pounding until jac and i left at 5:30 to go eat at applebee's. then we went to fletchers to see boys will be boys, larkins call, and the good fight. our night consisted of drinking downstairs with kim and jimmy then going upstairs to watch the boys, coming back down, taking a few shots, going back upstairs, etc. at one point in the night kim was leaping across the pool tables and dancing, AND spraying jac and i with water...coyote ugly style haha...only we were both wearing white. it was an absolutely hilarious night and at the end we got all of the boys to take shots with us. it was extremely fun and very unexpected. the jac and i got taco bell, obviously.

Sunday...
TODAY! jac, julia, margaret, ben, and i are all going to the o's game at 1:30. which means i better get in the shower haha.


anddd...classes start tomorrow :o( booooo

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Monday, June 30th, 2008
9:32 am
mom told me yesterday that i have to make a decision about moving by saturday.
i was all set to move home when amanda asked me to move into the townhouse
then i was all set to move there until everyone started saying to move home to save money
so here is my list of + and -


Townhouse with Amanda
+ its not with my parents
+ its with amanda!
+ location! white marsh is just between school & work
+ location! 75% of my friends live in white marsh/perry hall/towson
- i have to pay rent
- i have to pay utilities
- i have to pay for gas
- i'll have to pay my parents back if i need $ for rent or my credit card


Home
+ i dont have to pay for anything (except my car, obviously)
+ i can save my money to pay for my college loans
+ i can save my money to buy a new laptop
+ my parents will be saving money by not helping with rent or my credit card
+ mom & dad will help pay for my gas
+ mom & dad are remodeling our basement & my room for me
+ i have a super big room at home
- its with my parents
- reisterstown/owings mills is kind of far away
- traffic on the way to/from school/work



ahhh i dont know. there are + & - or both


anyway, today at work we're having vans combine
that means that PRP/PHP (my program) and Childrens Center will all be on the same vans
CC kids are a lot worse than my kids, so im not looking forward to this
especially since im driving now
work has been pretty good so far
we've all been hanging out outside of work, which is really nice to bond
my summer class starts on july 7th, so goooodbye freedom
i've started packing too, for wherever i move to haha

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Thursday, June 26th, 2008
6:45 pm
my life consists of...
-work
-sleep
-work
-fletchers
-work
-work
-work
-sleep
-starting to pack to either move home or to amandas in white marsh
-sleep
-work

yup, thats about it.

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Sunday, June 15th, 2008
12:41 pm
im home and this week has already been insane!

israel was absolutely amazing and you can check facebook for all the pictures

as for home...
home kinda blows, pretty uneventful
i was jet-lagged until yesterday
the reason for getting over jet-lag is an insane night at the bar with my bests

i got a text at 2am friday morning saying "lets take a limo to revel!" from jeff
so all friday i was pumped, aside from the fact that it was friday the 13th
i also found $5 in the parking lot haha
so at 7 i got home from work and showered, got ready and picked nicki up at 8 to run to the mall
we got a few things, went to the atm, which was out of money! wtf, then went back to the house
the limo got to nicki & jeffs at 9
and around 9:45 we all finally left for the bar!
we popped some champagne in the limo and we were off!
we got to revel and brought the party
it was a lot of fun with best friends...i wish i remembered it all haha
the point of the night was to get black out drunk and we all succeeded
good thing we weren't driving home!
we got back to jeffs around 2:30
everyone decided to go swimming but i was too drunk to move so i passed out on the couch
when i woke up at 10:30 the next morning i talked to mr.dave and then left to come home
apparently no one else spent the night
i was still drunk when i drove home at 11 and just came into the apt and passed out on the couch until 4
thats one way to get over jet-lag!

pictures on myspace & facebook

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Wednesday, June 11th, 2008
8:49 am
IM HOME!!!

and i fucking loved israel.
pictures are on facebook :o)

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Sunday, May 25th, 2008
3:22 pm
what a week!

last friday, revel was a blast!
there were tons of people there and jac and i got the thieves and villains boys to come
i dont remember what i did the rest of last weekend.
but i finished all of my finals, and i got A, B+, B and B
im very proud of myself :-)
ive worked a TON this past week so ill have a massive check waiting for me when i get home from israel.
i had my van training and crisis training. so that was 2 8 hour days.

thursday night amanda and i went shopping at urban and ate at hard rock which was a lot of fun
then on friday the hint played recher
nicki and i got chipotle then headed over.
the hint played amazingly well and had a mind blowing opening (as jeff would put it)
after the show we all went back to the hurns as per the norm
we were drinking till 4 and it was an extremely eventful night
then i went to go to sleep but all the couches were taken
so jon stipek and i went to his house and fell asleep
we woke up at 10 to music blasting outside of his window
so we went outside and bob and the rest of the roommates were drinking beers on the roof
so at 10am, i woke up drunk and continued to drink

i left around 11 and jac and i got some new books at the book thing
and ate taco bell
then i babysat 4 kids from 5-midnight and made $110
which i immediately took to DeSantis and bought nicki drinks for her birthday
and went back to the hurns once again and continued the party till 3:30

and now...i just got back from lunch with all of my high school girls.
we took our first pictures with all 5 of us in one place since senior week...a little over due haha

and now...off to starbucks to read with jac!

and...
I LEAVE FOR ISRAEL AT MIDNIGHT TOMORROW NIGHT!
be jealous :o)

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Friday, May 16th, 2008
10:06 am
i have a final in 2 hours and i havent studied at all.
and i dont really care. i'll get a B in the class no matter what.

this week has been crazy.
wednesday morning i took my personality final and I found out later that night that i got a B in the class.
which rules because meredith and i busted our asses.
so amanda and i went to the bar to celebrate.
all of the sf guys were there, along with sara and alexa.
kim successfully got me drunk off of 2 drinks, which is definitely a first.

this made work at 7am on thursday quite interesting.
i worked 7-9 then came home, slept, and went to hopkins for a meeting at 11:30
being there early kind of rules because i get to sit down and actually plan my groups and i get paid to eat my lunch.
so the day was going pretty well, we all planned for the carnival day that we're having today.
and then a child got mad at one of the other staff and swung at me, which is an automatic suspension for attempting to hit staff.
it was quite scary.
oh the joys of my job.

but i got to sleep in today which was a first in a loooong time.
so i slept till 9:30 (thats late for me) and now im supposed to be studying for my 12:30 final.
and then at work, we'll have our carnival day, which hopefully will run smoothly.

ick. time to study

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Sunday, May 11th, 2008
5:47 pm
Donnybrook can suck my dick.
the only way to terminate a lease is to pay 2 months of rent.
so if i wanted to pull out of my lease at the end of June, i'd still have to pay the 2 month termination fee.
which makes no sense because my lease is up in august so if im going to have to pay the 2 extra months regardless, then why not just stay here.
so i will be living alone, paying the full thousand dollars by myself for july and august.
so if anyone wants to live here for 2 months, then let me know, because my apartment is fully furnished.

i just had a major meltdown on the phone with my mom.
because i don't get a tax refund check, and i was depend on it to be able to make my july car payment.
i'll have money for my june payment, but i'll be in israel for 2 weeks, which just so happens to be one full pay period.
so that means i'll only get one check in june, at the end, after i've been working for 3 weeks with no money because i'll have spent it all in israel.
life sucks. i hate having to depend on my parents if i dont have enough money.
i dont want them to have to give me money for my car payment. it is MY car.
i take pride in the fact that i've paid for it all by myself with no help from them at all.
ugh. life blows.

so i'll be moving out in august.
and i'll more than likely be moving home, how wonderful.
i have 2 more years of college even though once my finals are over i'll be a senior.
i'm taking research methods of the summer for 4 credits.
life is so hectic.

atleast this weekend was semi-good.
friday julia met me at work and we drove down to silver spring to see larkins call, the bigger lights, and steel train.
i love steel train. (and LC & TBL) but juls and i came to the conclusion that steel train is 'Adelphi 2.0' or 'Adelphi Reinvented' so so good
on the drive home we had an urge for taco bell, so we found one somewhere near college park
then i dropper her off at her car at hopkins and i went to revel
where i sat and oogled the cute boy with full sleeves that has become a regular and then sat and talked to Buddy and Cody about Natty Boh

yesterday i went to hamilton and it seemed like the night dragged on forever
lefthoudout is really good for a high school band, and justin definitely has talent. it's weird that i've known him almost his entire life.
a lot of the bands we trashed, and thats really frustrating when we're trying to keep the kids from drinking.
after the show, mr.dave drove my car to the hurns house while nicki, ryan ashley, and i went to fletchers.
senses fail was djing and they asked us to come. there weren't many people there, which was nice.
we parked our butts at a table with buddy, cody, and garrett and just talked about the show and bamboozle
we left at 12 and rolled up to nicki's were there were a trillion cars...however only about 15 people.
it was kind of boring (no offense to anyone there) and everyone was just sitting around, but it was really good to see everyone in one place.
hannah, casey, linds, and i took a fantastic four picture....reminds me of senior year lol.
then i left and went back to fletchers.
alexa and sara were still there, but monique came. and jill and bryan barnes were there with brendan from valencia.
it was nice. we had fun.
kim kicked us out at 2 as per usual.

this morning the family met at Belisimo's in westmonster for brunch
then i just came home to study
but i napped in stead then had a breakdown.
and here i am.
waiting for amanda to pick me up so we can go to dinner at High Tops.


i hate money.

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Tuesday, May 6th, 2008
9:42 pm
life sucks.

caitlin and i are moving out at the end of june, even though the lease isnt up until august.
because she doesnt have enough money to pay for the summer
and hasnt found a summer job
soooo awesome.

so i get to move home.
so ecstatic.
my parents are supposedly going to remodel the basement for me
and then ill have a room down there
which wont be so bad because ill have a back door
but it will suck if they dont add a bathroom
who knows if this will actually happen though.

i leave for israel in 21 days.

i have an exam tomorrow even though finals start next wednesday
im having a lot of trouble at work with these 2 kids
work is the most stressful thing in the entire world
so is this semesters workload

summer is going to suck.
i wont be able to take off whenever to go to the beach
or call out because its too nice out

ugh. i hate living in the "real" world.
it fucking blows having a big girl job.
the benefits definitely outweigh the downsides, but its stressful as hell.

i dont even have time to see jac and julia
and they fucking live nextdoor.

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Saturday, May 3rd, 2008
9:40 pm
Admit it!
Despite your pseudo-bohemian appearance
And vaguely leftist doctrine of beliefs
You know nothing about art or sex
That you couldn’t read in any trendy New York underground fashion magazine
Prototypical non-conformist
You are a vacuous soldier of the thrift store Gestapo
You adhere to a set of standards and tastes
That appear to be determined by an unseen panel of hipster judges (bullshit)
Giving a thumbs up or thumbs down to incoming and outgoing trends and styles of music and art
Go analog baby, you’re so post-modern
You’re diving face forward into a antiquated past
It’s disgusting, it's offensive, don’t stick your nose up at me

Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself?
Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah
Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself?
Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah

You spend your time sitting in circles with your friends
Pontificating to each other
Forever competing for that one moment of self-aggrandizing glory
In which you hog the intellectual spotlight
Holding dominion over the entire shallow pointless conversation
Oh, we’re not worthy
When you walk by a group of quote-unquote normal people
You chuckle to yourself patting yourself on the back as you scoff
It's the same superiority complex
Shared by the high school jocks who made your life a living hell
And makes you a slave to the competitive capitalist dogma
You spend every moment of your waking life bitching about

Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself?
Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah
And I say yeah, what do you have to say for yourself?
Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah

'Cause I’m proud of my life and the things that I have done
Proud of myself and the loner I’ve become
You’re free to whine, it will not get you far
I do just fine, my car and my guitar

Proud of my life and the things that I have done
Proud of myself and the loner I’ve become
You’re free to whine, it will not get you far
I do just fine, my car and my guitar, yeah

Well let me tell you this, I am shamelessly self-involved
I spend hours in front of the mirror, making my hair elegantly disheveled
I worry about how this album will sell
Because I believe it will determine the amount of sex I will have in the future
I self medicate with drugs and alcohol to treat my extreme social anxiety

You are a faker (admit it)
You are a fraud (admit it)
Yeah, you’re living a lie (hey) living a lie (hey) you’re life is living a lie
You don’t impress me (admit it)
You don’t intimidate me (admit it)
Why don’t you bow down, get on the ground, walk this fucking plank (yeah!)

Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself
Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah
And I say yeah (what do you..)

Proud of my life and the things that I have done
Proud of myself and the loner I’ve become
You’re free to whine, it will not get you far
I do just fine, my car and my..
Guitar, guitar go!

I drift, drift, drift, drift, drift, yeah
I drift, drift, drift, drift, drift, yeah oh

And I am done with this
I wanna taste the breeze of every great city
My car and my guitar
My car and my guitar
So you'll come to be, made of these urges unfulfilled
Oh no, no, no, no, no
When I'm dead I'll rest
When I'm dead I'll rest, lay still
When I'm dead I'll rest, I'll rest
When I'm dead I'll rest, I'll rest
When I'm dead I'll rest, I'll rest
When I'm dead I'll rest, I'll rest
Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008
7:17 am
my life revolves around class and work.
and nothing else.

wake up at 6:30. go to class. go to another class. hurry up and jet to work so im not late. work work work. come home at 7:15. make dinner. crash at 10. repeat.

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Saturday, April 19th, 2008
1:16 pm
last night was definitely...interesting, to say the least.
i went down to alexanders to meet up with people from work
and then went to fletchers
and then matt called and he was at alexanders
so it was back and forth ALL NIGHT

and then....senses fail is recording with brian mcturnan at salad days until may 30th
so theyve been coming to fletchers on fridays
which is pretty awesome, and theyre really funny and really nice
so essentially, pat, nicki, josh, michelle, ryan, and the carbon kin guys all got to hang out with them last night because no one else was there
and it was fun
then buddy drunk dialed jack (barakat) and sung dear maria on his voicemail
i text zack and he was thoroughly confused as to why we were with buddy and why he was on the phone with jack

and so that was my night
it was extremely all over the place

but this morning caitlin and i got pedicures
then jac and i went to barnes and noble
and now were going to read outside on a blanket and drink iced tea :o)

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